Tuesday, December 26, 2006

messy christmas!

Long time no blog here le!

I still am missing him lots. Hoping one day he will return back to me. Because of him i am now only 42 kg. good way of losing weight huh.

I hopefully hope that the next wan, my next bf, hopefully will never be a guy like him. Else i will tends to take him as a replacement of him man. I really wished that shah had not appeared in my life. I never wanted a person back so much after a break. why is this happening now? haiz... can someone help me forget him totally!

To Be Continued...

Sunday, December 10, 2006

haiz

I was damm stupid to fall for a guy! OMG! Why did i fall for him without knowing it sia, when did it happened???

He left me, really left me for good. I deleted everything that involved him, i wanna forget him, but why is it so hard? Why can he changed his mind in only a few hours, and i took so long! I am damm useless sia. sighz. To be frank i really missed him lots. I miss the days we had fun! really... I really hope he can come back to me. haiz, that a dream onli. haha

To Be Continued...

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

I hate U!

I hate everyone! i hate ppl who look down on me! I hate ppl who call me names! It's damm irrating la, gave them an angry look they also dun understand! What the fuck! They still think is very funny.

HOw i wish i am back in my Jcs and secondary days. Those are what i call friends. At least back then i can choose friends, i dun like that person i dun talk to her. Now leh, for the sake of money i will endure! I really hate my life now! I am so fake! I really dun like them, i still have to smile! I am really damm pissed off!

I really dun like singapore! Ppl here are so arghz...

To be Continued...

Monday, December 04, 2006

@ my cousin wedding!!!

















At the wedding! Everyone so happy! haha...