STUDY!
I need study le! Really need to, i dun wan people look down on me le!!! But i jus cant study!
I got so addicted to naruto lately! It all started with death note! I was watching the anime of death note episode 1 2 3, 4 is not out yet. It jus stop at episode 3 the most exciting part!Then i dunno why i started watching naruto, and oh my god i really got addicted to it liao! long long time ago was dragon ball finally got over that now this! But really kakashi sensei was really cool and handsome!!!if onli i got such cool bf. haha.
But then i got lots to study sia! haiz... so really really cannnot watch all that stuff le!
Anyway as for me and shah.I also not very sure what are we now.We dun meet dun talk seldom sms le oso.haiz.He promised to meet me every saturday, but end up every week he will say, he is tired, family meeting/gathering, going out.i guess he is just tired being with me. What he said was true, i really should start to think if i really still love him mah. I myself the answer oso. Can i really survive my new life without him?To make a relationship work is really tough.I am oso tired... very tired of this kind of life. I guess i wont wan to commit myself in this mess ever again! It's really too tiring for me le...
To Be continued...
harlow!!!
It as been a long time since i went for swimming! I wanna go swimming is anyone out there wanna go swimming with me? haiz...
To Be Continued...
GHOST!
the GHOST came ytd! as I said it happened at 3 am in the midnight again! Why was i awake? cause i slept at 9 pm ytd end up wake up so early, and i was doing my homework, at 3 oclock suddenly pang! My computer montior in front got one layer of screen suppose to protect ppl eyes de, dunno what the hell you call that. It fell! I have strong proof that there is really the presense of some weird stuff at 3 AM! thats why the chinese always say 三更半夜. meaning 3 am is the midnight! haha, thast what i say ar, midnight is when ghost come out rite?
To Be Continued...
Death...
I thinking too much lately.
When will i die? How will i die? Is there anyone who really bothers? Will anyone cry for me? Am i a failure? How then i can earn more money? Why am i here for? I mus study hard! Am i ready to move on to the other world? I think i am. hopefully someone writes my name CHIN WAI LING! on the death notebook. it's okie to die of heart attack, jus dun make until my body is tear apart. and make sure it dun realli hurts.I think i am sick.
hate
I dun like my dad!My idiotic dad!!!
He is realli very fcuking irrating!But what to do he is my dad.I really cant stand him la.How i wish i could change another one, how i wish god let me choose one dad.My this dad is really very bad!Steal my mother money to gamble, sold our gold necklace given by our relatives,always think he is the guy we mus listen to him!He is a guy so wat?!He oso never pays household bills, give me onli 50 bucks per month!Outside, when he told the counsellor, he said, i give u all 100 per month hor!- when he onli give me 50 bucks my sis 50 bucks.tell me how to survive 50 bucks?
He oso told the counsellor, my daughter no use de, only looks on money, i no money thats why they dun talk to me, if i got money blah blah. Of coz i protest, i said, it wasn't for money lor, if it was for money, we jus take his money and go buy things we want liao dun even stay at home liao. what he never ever gave us was respect!He never listens to us, whatever we talk are bullshit rubbish make no sense, whatever he say is correct!Example, he ask us teach him english, we told him is like that like that liao, he hor sayno lor where got such things, is not like that lor.What the hell, if u dun listen to what we teach what for teach you, u can teach yourself right?
He oso brought up the issue that i dun lend him my IC to apply for phone plans. Come on la his phone bills is 300 plus liao overdue never pay, he use my IC to apply, so that amount i have to pay is it?What kind of dad i have sia.he said that phone was for michelle, so happens that she is my judo senior. Why on earth she dun have IC to apply ar, dun know how to use hi card ar?And he even took my handphone charger and gave it to michelle! He said borrow la, end up it never came back.i really feel like telling michelle that lor!My father always use her to borrow things from me.She lives in a bungalow!i live in HDB!Dun tell me she no money la.He only thinks about his face.
Conclusion... I hate my dad!!!
Eyebrow less
Imagine shah without his thick eyebrows! Gosh, dunno what the hell he did to his eyebrow, he said cut for fun... u think i believe shd b one of her gfs cut them when he sleeps... haha... I miss his thick eyebrows! Looks more handsome! haha... Watched miami vice with him today. That show really bores me up sia! whole story abt drug dealers and police n gong li sort of like middleman, then always have a scene of a guy and a girl bathing together... thats from what i understand...haha, anyway the cinema got onli less than 17 ppl!haiz... then hor, today i left my toy in the cinema too dark cant find my toy. went all the way down then remember my toy, i ask tram got see my toy, she say wat toy never see, then i say i left it there jus now... then she took out my toy from her pocket!!! then she say opps, forgot to give office! She steal my toy!!! And last sentence she add was, the toy is so scary, and she kept it in her pocket!I was so damm hungry, dunno what to eat, eat fast food, i no money, stalls all close liao, shah oso look tired n irrated from walking round n round, so forget it, i went home wif a empty stomach! Still hungry now, and the weather is so damm hot!!! arghz, and my house onli got 5 fans! 3 fans belongs to my comp, one fan in my parents room, and one in my room. The living room like oven like that!!! tt's all for today... cya tml... To be Continued....
muackz
Yesh! Me is bck wif shah! Muhaha... that stupid destroyer cant destory us... anyway jus wondering...To the destroyer..."hi whoever, do you really hate me so much?What i did to you?"
Anyway, dun care abt the destroyer liao... now i m living happily ever afterall wif shah again!Muackz... haha To Be Continued...
