Thursday, September 30, 2004

Empty




Today is the last day of this month, 34 more days to A level exam... I do not really have a lot of time left to study...

so this is that much i going to say today... hae to go n study liao...

To Be Continued...

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

Re-open



Finally, i have to go back to school again, after the "long holidays" of prelims. Its really getting harder to wake up at 6.10 in the morning! In the end i woke up at 6.30 in the morning lar, and is my sister who shook me up! I was really really very tired, and was having a big big headache... maybe still cannot get used to waking up so early in the morning.

Reached school at 7.10 am, its the first day of school and i forgot bring my key tag again! ( maybe lost it liao). As usual, no one reach earlier than me! of course lar, i got the key... hahaha... Today was super boring, first was double GP, and she was going through the essays, and my eyes were closed every five minutes. Finally, there came the five mins break, and i ended up sleeping for 10 mins! later was another GP remedial, which i end up reading other ppl essay, again, read until wan to sleep!... then was computing, he was going through papers, but i wasn't listening, somehow i knew i m going to fail the paper! following next was physic paper! as expected, i failed my MCQ again! (14/30) and practial was (28/45) which i was quite happy that i did not fail lar. Thinking about tml, maybe taking back maths, i think i will again hit the lowest record in class liao... GOOD LUCK WAI LING!

Conclusion was that today was a super boring and bad day for me. I dun think tml will be any better also. But then, we must always be optimistic, hope that tomorrow will be better...

To Be Continued...

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Swimming




Today, it is the first day i am going swimming with poornima, my good friend, and also it shall be the first day i am teaching her how to swim. She had always been wanting to swim with me for a long long time, but each time i alway rejected her, either because i was too lazy to wake up or i am too busy. There was once even, I forgot that we actually had to meet on that particular saturday and end up she and ms. joraine waiting for me for very long long time. Sorry poornima and Joraine.. hahaha...

Okie, lets get to the point, yeah, so I and poornima went swimming at Toa Payoh Swimming complex and swim. Poornima's swimming costume wasn't that bad but was a bit old liao. okie enough of comments! haha... Next of course we got into the pool and started swimming. The way she swam was a bit funny, her breathing, hands and legs coordination was not there, everything was in a big mess. I myself do not even know how to teach at first. So we started of we the way of breathing, then correction of strokes and etc... after one and a half hour of crash course, she finally master the basic of swimming! thats was really a very very very great improvement as compared to what she just started with. Of course lar, she got a great teacher like me! haha... no lar actually not, she is really a very fast learner, in watever sense, willing to work on it is the major factor to her sucess today either it is in her CCA or Academic. Sometimes really admire her.

After the whole lesson, i was actually quite happy with my new skin colour, i was a bit darker! but poornima wasn't as appy as me, she do not wan to darken anymore! hahaha... sorry poornima! After this swimming session i was really damm tired and hungry, so i bought some food and went home to eat... and the next thing i knew was... i was fast asleep in my sofa again...

To Be Continued...

Monday, September 27, 2004

Hate




Today, or perharps yesterday the 26th of September, it was a Sunday! as usual i am still slacking around, waking up at 11 am in the morning, finding myself sleeping on the sofa again, because thats the only place with no mosquitoes! Before i even go brush my teeth, I switch on the TV and Computer first. I sat in front of the TV the whole day watching TV channel 8. Life is really very boring when it is a holiday.

Watching, watching, watching, in the end i ended up sleeping again at 2.30 pm. At about 3.00pm, i woke up again. This was because i snored! something was blocking my nose! then I continued my sleep and woke up at 4.30 pm again to watch TV. Really felt like a pig today! So i did 100 sit-ups, and went to brush my teeth liao.

Today, my mother didn't cook dinner again! She said she was very stressed, stressed up because of her work, and would be even stress if she cooks. I do not really quite understand whats so stress about cooking a dinner. So the whole Chin Family went out to eat at Koptiam Selegie. Okie so we went there, when we reached there then i realise that place is full of indians! the car park was full of indians and the lorry my dad was driving have to move very slowly, as there was a gathering place for the indians! Ok, nevermind, next we walk over to that Koptiam Selegie, to my surprise... the whole place only got 4 customers! and that was the Chin Family! Luckily there was a Tv set in front for me to catch my favourite show. My sis wanted to catch a good place to show that show also, so my mother told her to set at the seat facing the TV set. But then my father heard it, and quickly went and sat there, and asked my ma, is this the best seat? that is how the cold war started! I sometimes really HATE my father, although I know i should not, he jus haf that irraiting look! but what to do, he is still my father, the whole dinner, i kept quiet, the food was nice, but i ate little, as most of the food are all taken by my father! but nevermind lar since he is paying... for 3 dishes n 4 plates of rice it cost $21.90! is it expensive? I don't know and I do not care!

After that we went home, straight away when he reached home, he laid on my "bed" ( the sofa, which i haf been sleeping for the past few weeks) so end up i have to wait for him to wake up before i sleep lol. But then i did not wait quietly, instead, i on my computer and played songs loudly, on the TV and also quite loud. still he never woke up. at about 10 pm. he finally woke up as i was jumping on the sofa... hahaha.. and so he went back to sleep in his own room... now he is snoring away liao... and why am i still up here at 3.18am? i think it shd be time i go and sleep liao...

Good night...

To be continued...

Sunday, September 26, 2004

Intoduction



Hmmm... lets see how shall I begin my first post on this blog. I dun know what is the purpose of this blog, maybe is jus another way to kill time or maybe another way to let you know me better...

To begin with, I shall say a little of my background. I am wailing lar, this one is a must must to noe! I am born in Malaysia, in this red brick hospital in Johor, i also cannot remeber the name, i only noe i been there twice in my entire life. Since young, I do not live with my parents, as they are too busy working in singapore, therefore they left me in Kampung Kanthan. Thats the place where i lived with my grandparents until the age of 4. According to my granparents, I used to be very quiet n obedient then, don't know why now become like that also.
My Gong Gong loved me the MOST, but then when he was alive i didn't treasure that, now i really regret and really miss him! Every morning, before i woke up, he will buy me bread for my breakfast. I never know what he was talking to me, and he also don't really understand my language. This is because he speaks haka, and i speaks chinese, but then somehow we still communicated very well. He never once scolded me in my entire life, he is always there to protect me from my small bully cousin, who he later dun likes.

My Grandma is a very hardworking lady, NEVER picks up a quarrel with her children n grandchildren except for my grandpa. She was the one who brought me up until 4. She always give in to us, her grandchildren, to what ever we wants. Since young, i always followed her round the village , as she go play cards in her friends house, but before that she will finish her housework first lar.When i got a chance to shuffle the cards, i will always cheat in order to let my grandma win. That my grandma don't know lar. However, now the sad things was, she is sufferring from a stroke, i really wan go back n take care of her, but then my mother say my turn will come after my A level.

At the age of 4, when my parents haf a more stable job and home, I and my sis moved to singapore, my first house was three blocks aways from my current block. When i moved to singapore, I didn't like this place much, it was here i lost much of my happiness and freedom. It was here in Singapore, i then realise i got a very fierce father, and a very strict mother, who forbids me to do this and that. I cried almost everyday ever since i moved over to singapore. (now no more liao lar)

Time flies, years have passed, I finished kindergarden, primary, secondary education. Now i am finally in JC. JC life wasn't good either, however, this will be continued in the later part of my story...

To be continued...