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I am so damm tired now! but dunno why at night i am always so active and so sleepy in the afternoon... slept in my lecture again... haiz...
work was also very tiring! now sore throat liao... everytime i do closing always dunno what to do... haiz..
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My Sister
Today, i want to talk about my sister!
A pretty young lady, long haair and small eyes. She is still very innocent in thought, more innocent then me. Anyway, i might look innocent, but actually i am not, to be frank, but still i am way back as compared to SOME PEOPLE, thoese are the ppl who polluted me! Anyway, she has been a really good sister of mine...
She has been letting me to bully her all the time, but in the first 5 years, i was bullied by her. Then primary school i started to stood up, and we always ended up fighting with each other, i still remember i bit off her flesh on her leg, still got hair wan, and i ate it. I know very gross... haha... but i only bite off one tiny bit. I sprained her ankle when i tried to carry her. But also during the primary school years, i really dun like her! she told my mother i ate ice-cream, when i am not suppose to... she will hunt me down every recess to see if i am eating ice-cream. And my mother just likes her a lot. I was often beaten up because of her small reports. Thats why i hate to go home in my secondary school years.
Then as we grew up, i learn to like her more. She is always being threaten by me. She buys me things i like. She makes birthday cards for me. She is always the one who trys to be the first one who tells me happy birthday... Now that she has grown up... 17 yrs old soon... a lot people starts to woo her... i think i will miss her, very soon she will starts dating + working n schooling... no time for me le... haiz...
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Study!
I have not been studying! Oh my god... can someone sit down with me and study with me! haiz... anyway, today felt a bit giddy, but still woke up at 12am...
Helped my mother pack her stuff, make sandwiches... still never study... haiz
then went to bishan at 6 plus... my sister found back her wallet! and went bishan for the farewell party... then tt's all i want to say... good night...
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Recovered...
Haha... finally recovered from that sudden fever, sudden hot and cold period... That time was really so terrible, feeling so weak everywhere... cover myself with two blankets, which was then i realise someone tore my blanket! there is a big hole there! then my sister admits it liao... my blanket is old liao... its tearing apart liao. anyway after covering myself for 5 mins, i start to feel hot again... and plus cannot sleep...
I told them i was cannot drink green tea liao, they still dun wan to believe me. So i drank it and i fall sick. My mother say green tea is a tea that can avoids cancer, so if i got side effects because of green tea, thats because i am too much toxic in my body. So she going to make me drink more green tea. haiz... gg to be sick soon again!
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Dakness
Are You afraid of the dark? I admit, I am. But then how? You still have to overcome the fear and act as if you are not afraid. Thats what you have to do when you grow up. Time flies, it can never ever return back to the past, therefore there is no such thing as start all over again. Once you made a mistake, so what if you said sorry, it's too late! so moral of the story dun say sorry, cause sorry dun solve anything it also cannot change what it is written on the fate book - cos heaven forgot to invent liquid paper. haha... talking nonsense agian liao....
Anyway, i bought my new swim wear liao! So happy, but my twisted fingers is still giving me some problems. haha... dun wan type liao...
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Those were the days....
i miss my class, as in my Jc class... how i wish time can go back. time can go all the way back to the time when i am in J1. It was so much fun, we played, we slacked and the poor me was being suaned... In my Jc life, i got to know one great friend, poornima. She took care of me, protects me. haha... she cooks for me and i cook for her... but she dun liek my cooking haha... which means must be really bad... but i liked what she cooks although i always complains...
Remember those times when we played basketball under the damm hot sun? That time when we played basketball with yin wai and david, and yin wai dropped into that stupid hole? that was funny. that time when we played basketball in the noon in our uniform and spotted by brother paul from the hostel... haha... those times that we went through for PE, you training to hit 10 mins for 2.4km, is it? forgot liao. Actually, i wanted to run faster than that stupid ervin wan, but too bad, my throat was burning when ever i ran too fast, hardly catch my breath. Actually the fact is i cannot run, but you always thought i was a good runner. haha... now i got worst, i think i cannot even run 1.6 km liao... my lungs is getting smaller i think. hoping to get well soon...
still remember the times in year 2? eugene's cooking? we said wanted to learn from him? haha, i remembered he cooked mango pudding, cheese cakes and dunno what liao... very nice. The stupid ervin forever suaning us. Ji hoon, become more pervertic. jian hao promoted from not saying anything, to no comments, and finally he can smile! Still got henky... to be frank, he is always studying... and matthew, another smart guy, we went his house with eugene and took the 12 dollar ang bao. and he say we spoil his computer, dunno how play, anyhow hit the keyboard? Stanely, i always spell his name wrongly, haha, but who cares. the guy who is a bit unproportional, bushy eye brow, same as me malaysian... always gang up with ji hoon and ervin and bully people. Swee zhi, who left school. She was a very sweet girl, who joined judo later. rena who is forever busy with SC. But this class is really fun!
not forgeting thoese teachers! Ms wang, ms lim, mr loh, mr chai and ah pang... haha... always trying very hard to help us... but in the end still like that. i am too lazy i guess... haha... gimme some time to save my comp pass, then can watch movie liao... haha...
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P.S. this is wrote to poornima my first ever wife! LOVE you always...
Waiting...
Finally decided to buy the speedo swimmig costume. But then still i dun like the back design. I still prefer TYR! I have been using TYR swimming costume for 6 years liao. Now want me change to Speedo a bit weird. Haiz... but then TYR's swimming costume haf to change every year, i dunno about speedo la. Or maybe is because i am getting bigger, then over stretched. haha...
Today watched wait till you older at gv yishun. The pictures for whatever reasons is vibrating! sometimes. Quite nice la. Andy Lau still as handsome. haha... then came home and play computer liao.
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** I WANT MY HUMAN SIZE BIG BIG PRESENT!!! I DUN WAN THE REAL HUMAN AR!
HAPPY!!!
I need a new swimming costume! My newest wan is already one year old, and the rubber is losing it's elasticity! I wanted to buy one today but, they is onli three colours left... all the three colours i have liao. Haiz... tml then i will continue my search of my swimming costume...
Anyway, i went swimming today. I miss the water! But then, i think something is wrong with my legs. It feels over stretch. then i saw my ex-coach. He walk here and there, look at me, trying to figure if i am wailing. But i also never talk to him la.
I seriously need someone to teach me how swim! haha... Overall, i am quite happy today.
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Sianz...
Early in the morning, sneeze like over 10 + times. Sneeze until my nose really wants to drop liao. The weather is damm hot. A good day for a swim. My next target is PERHENTIAN ISLAND! i want go there!
Anyway, got to work today. So sian. I am so sick of candy bar! Is really very boring! more boring then standing at usher. Although i keep laughing there. But then, I dun like to smile, i dun like to laugh! As in thats not the real me, the real me is a sad one. I wan a better family. A family that is more united. as in nowadays, whenever i go home, my mother will start nagging, my father will pester me to do his homework. My mother will nag even if i ask her go see movie, later say we watch movie very late, waste her time, but the thing is she wanted to watch that show! My father only knows how to borrow money and ask me do his homework! I really hate to go home liao. I just want be alone. Like what i say, buy a deserted island, live there all by myself, die there w/o ppl knowing. haiz...
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loner (2)
Arghz... must be mr sadist influencing me liao! Not that friends are not important...
As in what are friends? What are true friends? People who always suan you, but is for your own good. Or people who is always trying to please you. aiya... dun wan say liao. so boring...
That stupid maple today, created a new character in booties today. Warrior again. now level 12 liao. but that stupid maple made me disconnect times today liao. so irrated... i am going to connect into maple again... haha
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loner.
I always thought JCs friends will last longer. But this isn't so. The onli person i talk to most of the time and is from JC is ji hoon. Guess they are all very busy people now. I was wondering if there is still people who remembered ms wang's birthday yesterday. Anyway, i also never wish her.
Friendship needs a lot of time to maintain. But i am just too lazy to do so. BUt like what my friend say, they are your friend when u need them, otherwise, they are just strangers. haha... i guess i am too bored...
Movie day!
Today... movie day! total watched 4 movies. Out of which 2 i had seen before la...
First show of the day, into the blue. suppose to start at 9.30 am but because of the "sound test" dragged a bit. The ocean was really super nice! I miss those days when i went diving in the ocean. swimming which the fishes, geting cuts from those corals. Actually, that time i was more afraid of the fishes touching me than i touch them. Slowly, after that, i started to swim after the fishes. haiz, singaore water is so grey, cannot see anything within a metre. haha... But what i hate most is the salt water, is really damm painful. Anyway, i like that show.
After the show went home to sleep awhile before going PS.
Met rene at 4 and watched the myth AGAIN! Bought corpse bride combo. (i dun like the show-corpse bride) anyway, we smuggled a bit food in. Watching the show for the second time, this actually i was trying to find faults on that movie, see where they cut and blah blah. special effects was too much until blur liao. After that we rush to watch another show red shoe.
In fact it should be called pink shoe! that stupid shoe is pink not red! until the end also not really sure what happened. Dunno is the women got split character or got ghost. later say is ghost kill people, in the end they say is that woman, oki, killed the people. Some parts look like jap, which jap character and that sun, then later was korean. So confusing...
9 am. Brother grim. Also watched before liao. This show smuggled in one Jr chickn whopper, cheese stick, fries, water and one big big hotdog bread. Eat until i very the full ar... i was more on a dinner that movie. This show still okie la... can be watched... funny...
With this last show ended my day today! look at how i had waste my day... anyway, goal is my next movie!
Surprise!
Ya... that was really a SURPRISE movie. It is so so so boring la... I was in school the whole day, and they show this kind of science fiction, makes me damm sleepy. my manager also sleep in some part of the show. I also fall asleep liao. Right until the end of the show, i still dunno what is it talking about.
I thought i saw the battle between human, then next i saw battle between monster and human, then i saw robots and computers, later i saw them fighting in space. Really duno what it is trying to say la.
Then after the show, celebrated jason and dong yi b'dae. then they go play pool and that abt all for today... haaha
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Blah blah...
Is my english really that bad? haha...
Stupid shao jie, dun understand wai's language. Anyway, he is leaving tml, hopes he remember to buy me PRESENT!
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leilany and wailing
