fifth day
Same old thing happen to be again... dun want to say liao la... haha
Anyway, the problem is finally solved! So happy, thou the result is not i desired, but still i am very happy with the answer.
tml my mother not working... sian already....
To Be Continued...
fourth day...
Today is my fourth day of the sleepless night... my eyes are tired... but my body isn't...
I am trying very hard to worn myself out... but still didn't suceed... 4 sleepless night plus 4 days of work plus, study study, go out once i wake up... all these don't even make me tired... tml 8 hrs of study, see i tired a not... if not, my physical plan will starts on wednesday. If got test print, then go watch, then swimming then window shopping then running then see first then 9 plus watch show, then 100 go home with lanie... haha... hmmm... doesn't seems tiring enuff... haiz...
play maple liao...
To Be Continued...
Third day
Today, is my third sleepless night! prolly my major problem is not solved yet. I just dun dare to face it... I m afraid to get a negative result... haiz... Deadline for this major problem will be this coming wednesday! but still scare scare - onli a three ppl noes what the hell im saying... haha...
Anyway, i still cannot sleep. Once i lie down i cannot breathe... this feeling is very terrible... so i rather sit here n play game... today, although of the past few sleepless night, i dunno why, i am super hyper active... I know myself is very very super tired... but somehow, my mind is still damm active... i went a bit crazy today... this is really bad for health... how?
I need to be saved...
To Be Continued...
Sleepless...
I cannot sleep!
I canoot sleep for two nights liao! my bloody nose just dun let me off! here i am so tired, but once i lie down on my bed, totally cannot breathe! I tried to clear my nose, but my sister say i was too noisy... i also wanna sleep but i can't. h@iz
Maybe not just because of that. Something is troubling me... very troublesome la. How i wish i got the guts to face my problem. Tml, i made up my mind to settle it tml. But what if i get the answer i want or dun want, can i still sleep peaceful?
SOMEONE HELP ME!!!
To Be Continued...
wailing wif orang utan
GV bishan ppl
shema n me
haha
Today, after school... go GV, meet shema and then went vanny de house. reached there around 8.30 pm... and i think i told my mummy that i gg be home by 9pm.
Very fun there... haha... but got very little for me to eat... i laugh until my stomach pain pain... i think can bulid up my six pacs liao.. haha...
Later at 10 plus, then we left... on the way back also very fun... haha, henry was like a drunk person, aliff n ramdan take us walk very long. The girls like seeing show like that... so happy...
To Be Continued...
Settled
FINALLY! my father's bank loans are settled. What a relief.
now i miss my lorry... it has been with us for three years plus liao. It fetch us to school in my secondary school days, fetch me to JC also. At night, sometimes whole family squeeze inside n go chinatown to eat... thou it had brought us a lot of happiness, but it is still a big load t omy parents, every month 800++... very expensive. Plus nowadays, my father getting more addicted to gambling... no allowance for me nevermind, but also no money for the lorry loan and phone bills, and household allowances, is really very bad liao... Just hoping for one fine day, he can quit gamble... maybe then, we can live in bigger house... haha
To Be Continued...
HAPPY!!!
Haha... My father finally gave me allowance! since last year, he had stop giving me... but was 30 dollars for two weeks... he also returned me one fifth of the money he lends from me... total now got 230... and wth, just withdraw hundred today! later bank in 200 haha... so happy... thou is onli 30 dollars also very happy... i guess i will not spend it ba... must save it!!!
Today's wish, I wish my dad can quit gambling, then i no need give him allowance liao... haha... is he give me liao... then i no need work also... After seeing my dad like that, sometimes hor i think... maybe my family will be better off with my dad staying at home to teach us and play with us... like that no income, no a lot friends, means lesser money for him to gamble...
To Be Continued...
bad day
i woke up at 9 am! to do my homework, then later cannot take it liao then go sleep, since today no work... And suddenly at 12, my phone vibrated! arghz, spoil my dream again... call me go and work liao... scare me, i thought i m suppose to work today. But lucky he say 2.40 then go... can sleep 2 more hours...
when i reach, CP1 candy bar... very dificult to get customer... they hor cannot hear me! I shout so loud even counter 7 also can hear liao... they just dun move to my counter... some even worst, they shake their head... arghz!!! then later, made the tall tall wan angry... stun for awhile... is actually long long time... before i start serving again... but i really very sick of calling for customer... always wave their hands or shake head... aiyo...
To Be Continued...
Painful!
Today, i am suppose to watch movie with my mother and sister... I woke up at 11 am... that was very early, guess what... I was waken up because of that terrible pain in my stomach... I thought that might be the medicine i ate last night...
Still i bear the pain accompany my mother go supermarket buy things, it was realli so pain and i still had to sit on the motorbike, which is so bumpy, which made me worst... My mother went ahead to shop for her stuff, i just sat outside trying not to move, wai's way of easing the pain... and it works k!!! And then, endure it all the way to yishun to meet my sister... by that time, i can even stand up straight liao... haiz. then once i am off the bike, i rushed all the way to the toilet... I really feel like i am going to faint inside... i just sit there, sweating, trying to get more air... anyway the toilet is quite clean... then came an idiot... keep chasing me out of the toilet... but i got no more strength to get up so i just sit there... haha... then later, still we didn't go for the movie... i went home to sleep... wai's other way to get rid of pain... like that time my toe nail came out... i just sleep until my mother is home to take me to the doc, but in the end... she say wait for polyclinic to open... haha... anyway, i vomitted my last night dinner and today's breakfast... surprising hor, my dinner wasn't digested! end up i didn't eat anything today.
Because of me, they miss their show... sorry... nxt time, i better dun go liao... now i miss the pain... hehe
To Be Continued...
Depression 2
Arghz... depression came over me again...
I have lost so many relatives these few years, ever since last year i mean... At least two aunties or uncles died... of cancer, all of them didn't realli died that peacefully, except my gong gong... haha... opps, i am not suppose to laugh. That was the time when my mother began her health lifestyle policy... no more fried chicken wing, no more fried whatever, except eggs... everyday is the brown rice, steam fish, boiled veg, no outside food policy... And she and my dad is always going for blood test, test this test that... But dunno why i am still so sick. Seeing my uncles and aunties all die so early very sad wan you know...
Then i started to think of my parents. When they die, will i cry? what a sadist i am... But then i think i also will feel like dying... I really dun wish to see people leaving me every year. Sometimes, i really wish i kena some kind of cancer, or sudden very very serious asthma attack when i am swimming in the sea... haha... Dun wan say liao... conclusion not in good mood today.
Moral of the story : Do treasure everyone around you. Someday, some time, they might just disappear...
To Be continued...
