The W@i Dynasty: August 2006

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Patch

Me and him are okie le!!! haha...

I love him, he love me... happily ever after liao! haha...

Hopefully he dun quarrel wif me anymore liao...

Too tired to contnue liao...

Talk next time...

Sunday, August 27, 2006

The break up...

Haiz... in this real world is full of lies and betrayal. never ever trust anyone, not even your parents... except my grandfather! haha... dun understand why human are getting so heartless, people killing each other, people kiilling themselves, slowly we are marching towards the end of human age... this is wat i learnt for the past few days...

I am so stressed up!!! i giving myself a lot of pressure! haiz... i worry abt a lot of things too much le... i actualli lost 3 kg in 2 weeks, i cant eat, but always shitting, my shit is green, my nails are getting shorter each day, my panda eyes become darker, i losing a lot of hair nowadays, my lips are dried, my foot are swollen, my chest hurts... arghz... i going to become a bald monster! muahahaha...

i guess i m tired, but my high aims are not reached. he is also tired. he wanted a break. n so i m giving him a break, knowing tt high chance he will not turn back for me le. haiz. but thats life, i still haf to go on wif my life. i miss him. i love him. now, i lost him. i m holding back my tears, i m not gg to cry anymore, cos wailing got something more impt to do b4 she goes... tml is a brand new day!

To Be Continued...

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Sunday, August 20, 2006

haiz

this picture he was being forced to take with me! muahaha...he looks tired dun he?anyway... didn't know my cam was so clear! haha... thought it was blur until cannot make it liao.

Anyway, today, GV grand family day! movie of the day is monster house. Stupid show la... i lied to my mother in order to go you know, i told her i was going to work, but end up watch show wif shah! actually felt a bit of gulity. haiz, i see him like that now i suddenly dun feel like calling him out le... i can see his is getting tired, very tired... i think i realli damm troublesome to him, maybe a burden to him sometimes... everytime made him wake up early jus to keep me accompany... haiz, but what to do i like his company. anyway after the show, we went on to watch click...

Click was a nice show! damm funny, thou i didn't really enjoy that show cos was thinking of something else. later pei him go cut his hair... then he say can onli send me halfway home so i let him go home instead, dun wan him to rush everywhere, is reali tiring to rush up and down, cos i always do that... chest will feel very tight and next u will find diffculties in breathing, stress??? i guess so. Anyway, just wondering why cant he spent one full day with me, i wanted it so badly today.haiz, he is just to busy for me ba...

maybe i should give him a one week break le... :(

To Be Continued...

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Bored...

Anyway those pictures are pictures my mother took when she went to new zealand... hehe... nice rite!

Today another boring day! suppose to be me and shah dating day, den he said got family meeting, den later he went to hospital again... see his kid? haha... no la, his injured cousin... hehe... my brother in law came my house, dun wan be light bulb at home so i left, and go library a while... today i learnt that the sun is closest to the earth on the 3rd of january and the earth path that revovles around the sun is not exactly circle, and the sun is not in the center... haha, then i fell asleep on the sofa, then suddenly there is this guy who suddenly sit so hardly on the chair and woke me up, so many place dun sit, sit beside me, and woke me up!!! haha, then i woke up continue reading, but then got no mood to read, that guy keep staring at me, i turn and look at him, he faster look back at his notes, then i turn back and read my book, he stared at me again!!! my pants never zip? no wat... hair standing? ya a bit, cos it is short! dunno what he is looking at, he looked at me for half an hour then i decided that it is so uncomfortable so i left... after i left he too also left! but dun care la... went to buy pizza... hungry sia, my sister gave me 10 bucks back... haha

bought 3 slice of pizza, one for me, one for sis, one for brother in law... but then after buying, my sis say brother in law left! haiz... so i went home with 3 slice of pizza and two ice cream, den sleep sleep sleep... not allowe to go out cos mummy at home ... sian... anyway happy birthday grace!!!

To Be continued...

Friday, August 18, 2006

suspicious....

Add this picture for fun de, or else loong entry will bore ppl la. but i like the sky colour! i wan go there also, but i scare planes, scare later crash how, i dun wan die so early!

Anyway, today never really quarrel, onli i keep suaning him. after listening to so many ppl comments, i am starting to wonder if he is really true to me or just toying with my feelings, i asked him at night but he never replied so i got even worried. i realising i losing confidence in him and myself, i realli scare what if my mother were to add pressure on me, i scare i cannot take it. i worried that he betray me, he always suddenly change his plans, dunnno is it his scandal say...

dar dar if u dun meet me today or tml i will tell ur gf our relationship ar,
or is it she said...

dar dar if u dun meet me i break wif you ar...

or dar dar, i got ur kids and m giving birth at cgh now tts why he was at the hospital today... but he said his cousin got accident so had to cancel our meeting today, and tml he got family meeting so had to cancel meeting also, but sunday my mother spying on me, dunno if i can get out mah also, jus feeling damm disapointed, no matter how many times of sorry he said... haiz...

To Be continued..

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Thursday, finally! one more day to go before it is friday! i love friday cos tml is saturday haha...

ya, it's me date him out again today! Miss him a lot a lot! meet him at dunno what time, before meeting him i bought an ice cream for myself, but no more chocolate, so mango mix a bit chocolate. Totally not nice, dun try! anyway call him msg me or call me when his bus reach yck, then i can board on it. so while waiting, i was sitting down, looking how ppl run after their bus, observe the way ppl run. then suddenly look at my handphone, it says got msg from shah! i open, it wrote reached le slow... then i look up a 86 is arriving at the bus stop, bus stop was 10 metres away from me. i jump up and sprint all the way there! i board the bus, no sign of any brown butt, i asked him where he was, he say shit send wrong msg! what the... haha, i keep smiling to myself dunno why, so we meet at amk library instead... read a bit of books with him, he sudenly notice i never zip my pants! haha... so embrassing! hehe... lucky got wear a shorts inside... haha...

read a bit of books, then we went to the coffeshop eat roti prata, told him dun sit outside, but he wanted to. so suit him lor. then hor, ppl smoking, smell like toilet, they are smoking under the sign no smoking, by law. seems like the no smoking thing has no effect... ppl eating u smoke so inconsiderate! he mus be like that last time rite haha... eat finish still early, but i cannot go homme yet still early, he insist i shd go home. so we took 261 one round, then waited at blk 466 downstairs...

half an hour more to go! i was bored, wanted to squeeze his pimple which he always refuse to let me touch de. he got irrated and i think he is shouting go home la, he said he was not, so i stun awhile, then i w/o a word stood up and left, damm sad you know! haiz, den he said my damm keys are with him, ya a fight started again! haha, everyday quarrel... hope it wont affect our relationship. he pass me the keys and walked off! i was left alone at 10 floor to wait for time to pass, so sad rite, he didn't even kiss me goodbye! haiz...

To Be Continued...

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

quarrel

Ytd suddenly got an urge to meet him, so today i date him out again! ya... rite is always me dating him out de dunno why. he only dates me out once! anyway, ya, we quarrelled again!!!

Early in he morning, he gave me a very bad day, suspect me got another bf! everyday like tt accuse me wan leh. Who will like me this kind except him ar, i dun haf big butt or big boobs or a pretty sharp face or long silky hair... so thats how we started to quarrel that day, keep saying that why i say meet after 6, i off work at 5 meet after 6, meet other guys is it...

Haiz... heartbreaking you know!!!

luckily everything was solved by the time we abt to meet. den what was most irrating was wat he said in the morning the why mus meet after 6, ended up he reach after SIX! so wat, he meet his scandal? thats why i gave him a black face, actually from far i saw him coming down the bus, tot he saw me but he went straight past!!! so my face even blacker! but then we still reached GV bishan peacefully. i also never told him why also. finally at J8 downstairs there was an "explosion" he said not happy go home la, so he walked away, i followed him actualli, but i walked faster, he missed me again, den forget it since he said go home so let him be, i went up myself, he gave me a lot of miss call, but i refuse to answer, expensive u know!!! haha... argued all the way into the theatre, he keep asking me wats ur problem... i need time to calm myself down, and you keep pushing me!!! then he bang the wall wif a BIG BANG! and left, i was left alone, as usual i refuse to chase after him no face leh! so instead i msg him lor... but when the show starts, he finally come back and eveything is settled. his hands was hurt, stupid rite, anyhow hit... told him dun anyhow hit le, after i left him, at night quarrel AGAIN! he still suspect i betrayed him...

haiz... thats him...

To be Continued...

Monday, August 14, 2006

T.I.R.E.D

I am really tired!!! currently got two jobs... one in gv part time crew, another wan factory worker... from 8 to 5.15 is belong to factory de... after that 6 pm is gv de... everyone thinks i am siao liao... okire just a quick reflection of wat happened...

These few week of cos sure got quarrel wif shah la, cried a few times. I am realli so damm tired, realli need a break! i realised that so far he is the onli guy i loved the most!!! haha, he is so damm cute, and he got realli big attitude problem la, everyday wan to quarrel wif me de. I know he worried abt me, but no need suan me everytime right!!! haiz... i found that i had been quite mushy already!!! come to think of it now, my hair all wan stand le... i love a lot a lot! somehow he had become a part of me le, dunno what to do w/o him. no one will play with me and give me the attitude face liao. i realli hope to see him everyday! every hours, min and second!!! BUT hre comes the sad part, my mother still cant accept him! why??? she wasn't like that b4! she said shah is better den wq! now become worst than wq. why cant she give us the freedom! We are not her assetss... but den, i am realli tired, haf to please her, and shah... is damm hard to make both side happy w/o lying to one party. haiz. hopefully, i earn a lot money, and stuff them all to my mother mouth!!! den she wont grumble so much le... okie i m tired.. le continue i dunno when... haha

To B Continued...

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Bad Day

ARGHZ!!! STUPID DAY!!!

First of all... i was being laughed at by who? TRAM! ya my worst enemy... my first enemy!!! The first thing she said to me today was... HA HA. wailing you do kacang. then she walked off!!! wth, how will you feel!!! bloody hell, really damm pissed with her... so once again i declare war with her again!!! Hope she roll down the stairs one day, the moment she step out of her house, she fall into a pool of shit, hope that she down 1000 dollars when she work candy bar!!!

Secondly, i was doing visa platinum queue la. i was so pissed wif HSBC one dollar thing. jam my queue. then this stupid hsbc holder, gold card... but anyway onli platinum card can 'cut' queue... this stupid HSBC gold card jus cut the queue like tt, bloody hell... i asked him nicely to queue at the normal queue... then after a while since my queue no ppl so i serve normal la... this gold person came and say, why you so inflexible now u can take cash n jus now cannot even take visa. he asked wats my name, i say WAI LING! so pissed off with HSBC promotions liao... haiz... realli a bad day!!!

To be Continued...

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